Tell me the truth

I know,what I’ve become..

Pathetic, useless fake,

The coward, cruel scum

And everyone’s heartbreak.

The people I’ve being known

For all my childhood

Have left me all alone,

Desisted being so good,

Showed their other sight

And turned on me their back.

It sounds like the invite

To lie detector’s check.

Today I’m plagued by doubts:

Do all of them so bad

Or me?Can be there out?

Will I get fully mad?

Maybe entire mass

Of all that endless griefs

Because of me,not less,

Cause I betrayed beliefs?

Well, if somewhere exists

The one, that needs me now,

The only one at least..

I’ll help you,just say – how?!